He stood outside her building in the heavy rain, his heart breaking at the sight of her dancing in the window. The light inside her apartment flickered like a candle in a storm, washing her silhouette in erratic flashes.
She twirled slowly, arms raised, hair trailing behind her in a lazy spiral. To anyone else, she might have looked beautiful, peaceful even, but to Tim, she looked wrong.
The rhythm of her movements didn’t match the faint strains of music that drifted from the cracked window. Her body jerked at impossible angles, pausing mid-spin, then resuming as if some invisible puppeteer had cut and reattached her strings.
Tim pressed a hand to his chest, feeling the rain soak through his coat, cold as the ache in his ribs. He had loved her once, perhaps he still did, but the woman he saw moving in that stuttering light was not the one he remembered.
The music, an old waltz, he thought, echoed strangely in the street. Notes stretched too long, chords trembling as though underwater.
The sound warped when he stepped closer to the building, bending into whispers that spoke around the melody. Tim thought he heard his name woven into the tune, faint and pleading, and his heart clenched tighter.
When he reached her door, he hesitated. The rain pooled at his feet, reflecting the flickering light above the entrance.
The entire building seemed to pulse in rhythm with the music, timidly at first, then with growing insistence, like a heartbeat misaligned with his own. He tried to tell himself this was just exhaustion, just the tricks of stormlight and grief.
But when he touched the door handle, it was warm. He blinked and stepped back.
The warmth pulsed faintly, almost alive. The brass seemed to shift under Tim’s fingertips, rippling like the surface of a pond disturbed by breath.
He almost turned away then. He nearly walked back into the comforting anonymity of the rain, but Clara was inside, and she was dancing.
The door creaked open before he could decide.
The sound hit him first, a deep, humming vibration that filled the narrow hallway. It wasn’t just music anymore.
It was a living thing, thrumming in the air, crawling into his bones. His stomach turned, and yet some part of him recognized the rhythm, the way a sleeper recognizes a dream they’ve had too many times.
He climbed the stairs. The building groaned beneath him.
Each step stretched longer than it should have, as though time itself sagged under his weight. The hallway lights burned a dull, sickly yellow, and the shadows between them breathed, shifting like oil in water.
Her door was open. She was still dancing.
He saw her clearly now, her skin luminous and pale, eyes unfocused, mouth slightly parted in a soft, serene smile. Her feet didn’t quite touch the floor.
The music swelled as he entered, though he saw no source, no speakers, no instrument. The sound seemed to pour from the walls, the floor, the very air, vibrating with a presence too vast to be contained in the room.
“Clara,” he whispered.
Her head turned toward him, slowly, too slowly. Her body continued its movements, spinning and swaying with that alien rhythm.
“You shouldn’t have come,” she said, though her lips barely moved.
“What’s happening to you?”
“They showed me,” she murmured. “The shape beneath everything. The song that keeps the world alive.”
He took a step forward. The floor shuddered, and he froze.
The wallpaper around him rippled, patterns stretching into fractal spirals that bent and folded in on themselves. The air was heavy, thick with ozone and something older, something that hummed in the marrow of his bones.
She smiled at him then, a sad, beautiful smile that broke him all over again. “They needed someone to listen,” she said. “Someone to move with it.”
“Clara, please…”
But the music changed. It deepened, vibrating with a resonance that made Tim’s teeth ache.
The light dimmed to a dark, liquid blue. In its depths, he saw shapes shifting, vast, writhing forms just beyond the edges of vision.
They pressed against the walls, bending them inward like the skin of a drum. Clara’s body arched backward, hands outstretched toward him.
“Dance with me,” she whispered. “Before it ends.”
He wanted to run, to grab her and pull her out, to shatter whatever spell held her. But as he reached for her, his vision blurred, and for one terrible instant, he heard it too, the song.
It wasn’t music. It was the sound of galaxies grinding against each other, of oceans boiling in the throats of stars.
It was beautiful, infinite, merciless. Every note carried the weight of creation and the promise of dissolution, and Tim’s mind cracked around the sound, splintering like glass under heat.
When he fell to his knees, he realized he was moving, his body swaying in perfect time with hers. The rain outside grew louder, keeping rhythm.
The world outside the window dimmed, colors fading into shadow. Clara reached for him, her fingers brushing his cheek.
“Now you hear it too,” she said softly.
The room dissolved around them. Walls peeled away like wet paper, revealing an endless expanse of shifting darkness filled with pulsing light.
Stars bled and reformed, their movements choreographed to the impossible rhythm. He could no longer tell where his body ended and the music began.
And through the roar of eternity, he understood her last words before everything went silent, “It isn’t the rain you hear. It’s the heartbeat of something waking.”
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